I was just thinking again about when Eric, Aaron and me went to Las Vegas in Jan 1998. We stayed at circus circus. I was working at UPS at the time.We wanted papa pierce to go but he wouldn't. I remember wanting to go to the Stratosphere near to circus circus but they didn't want to go. I got into it with them and went by myself. When I got back the shower was running and they said they had a hooker in there. They were just messing with me of course.

We rented a car and drove around. I have fond memories of those days. I bought a corduroy jacket at the mall there that I couldn't really afford. It was like the jacket that Jared Leto om "My So Called Life" wore. I always wanted to look like him, be attractive like him, but i never quite was.

It was In Las Vegas was the first time I heard about Abercrombie and fitch. Eric knew all about them, he was always the stylish one of our family.

Years later, I remember going to Las Vegas again with Eric and my former romantic partner. I remember thinking Eric looked so good and stylish and I felt very unattractive.

I'm getting in a negative mood thinking about it.